Don't Take Things for Granted

Never take someone for granted.
maybe by now they are always there doing
ordinary things again and again and sometimes it doesn't make sense.
but you'll never know the importance of that person
until they choose to leave and you realized how badly you missed that person..
and all that non-sense things that s/he used to do.
for s/he is the only one who can turn ordinary into something special..

Don't Waste Your Chances

just remember,
before you start throwing away chances left and right,
that each chance you ruin brings me that much closer to collapse.

This is Not a Love Story

Fourteen days.


All happened in two weeks. I am jealous of those who could afford to spend fourteen-full-days lying around, doing nothing productive. I have so much things to do, so much things to say. But we only had two weeks. It was short a time to do everything.

Disclaimer: This is not a love story

We met by chance. It wasn't as fancy as the TV ads but it was downright simple at its best. We exchange a word or two and before the night ended, somehow we managed to get each other's digits. Day two was talks done through phone. I never imagined I said yes for a quick spin, for a soda, or for ice cream. I never thought I'd spend nights in the park listening to you. It never crossed me that I could love nights that much. And before I knew it, 11 days was out.

And then you had to go. I realized how much I've change in a span of fourteen days. I learned a lot and I see a better me after two weeks being with you. Maybe it's hero worship, or maybe I just love the new twist, Not Complicated state. We are friends and more. I'll see you soon. And let's see where do we go from here.

Be Yourself

"Wanting to be someone else
is a waste of the person you are."

Insomnia

Insomnia is a kind of torture because
while the world is fast asleep,
you're up all alone, your mind buzzing with every random thought in the universe.
And sometimes the thoughts will reach a standstill,
and your mind goes blank.
You become more aware of the silence.
And it is during this moment that you realize how alone you are.

How To Live Life

Go placidly amid the noise and the haste,
and remember what peace there may be in silence.
As far as possible, without surrender,
be in good terms with all persons.
Speak your truth quietly and clearly,
and listen to others,
even to the dull and ignorant;
they too have their story.
Avoid loud and aggressive persons;
they are vexatious to the spirit.
If you compare yourself with others,
you may become vain or bitter, for always there
will be greater and lesser persons than yourself.
Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans.
Keep interested in your own career however humble;
it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time.
Exercise caution in your business affairs, for the world is full of trickery.
But let this not blind you to what virtue there is;
many persons strive for high ideals,
and everywhere life is full of heroism.
Be yourself. Especially, do not feign affection.
Neither be cynical about love for in the face of all aridity
and disenchantment, it is as perennial as the grass.
Take kindly the counsel of the years,
gracefully surrendering the things of youth.
Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune.
But do not distress yourself with dark imaginings.
Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness.
Beyond a wholesome discipline,
be gentle with yourself.
You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars;
you have a right to be here.
And whether or not it is clear to you,
no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should.
Therefore, be at peace with God,
whether you conceive Him to be.
And whatever your labors and aspirations,
in the noisy confusion of life, keep peace in your soul.
With all its sham, drudgery, and broken dreams,
it is still a beautiful world.
BE CHEERFUL. STRIVE TO BE HAPPY.

Get Rid of Relationship

I tried so hard to not get attached.
but you!
you've undone all my hard work D:

5 months i was doing okay,
fighting not to feel something for you.
then what now?!

later when i need to go oversea again,
would b hard for us for sure
and that's the reason why
i can't accept u,
'coz i don't want to see someone
sad when i go D:

you very stubborn!

you shall see what I'm talking about soon! :/
you will

Prevent Insanity

So yes, I laughed.
I laughed at the pain and the futility and the frustration
and the heartache to keep it separate from me.
And while it may seem like insanity to you,
it is the thing that prevents it, for me.

You Are Not Special

You really shouldn't matter. You shouldn't matter to me at all.

You're a nice person, but at the same time, you're not.
You walk all over my heart, all the while probably not even knowing that you're doing it.
You're stupid and aggravating and frustrating, and everything you do makes me want to hate you.

And all those things are what make you so human, so vulnerable, so normal. I've sat back and thought about this, and I've realized that logically, there really isn't anything special about you.

Moving a Mountain

someone always finds their way in.

make sense?

well, to tell you as of what I've experienced,

people will try with all they've got

just to get into to your heart.

you may have noticed it or not,

liked it or not,

they will still do unless they get tired

of getting in but

nothing really happened.

yes true,

they get tired too.

we're just humans.

The point is,

once they got in,

means, they've moved you.

Yes, you are moved.

And they have done a great job.

Cherish them,

these person could be one of a kind.

oone in a million who tries

to destroy the wall

that u've been buildin up

for years.

The Touch

And as we touch, I can never tell if you are touching me or I am touching you.

You are the Distance

You are the distance between the way things are and the way I want them to be.

The Ratio of Life to Living

Oh sure, some people give a little bit each day.

But there are one or two special souls who,

when you least expect it,

give an entire life's worth all at once.

Too Important to be Touched

some people are too special to be touched,

you can go and contemplate them.

That's all.

Wasted Time

Hi, I wasted a very long time liking you.

Meet My New Sissy

Hi bloggers and readers,

i wantcha to meet my new friend Candy Wang here :)

She's a singaporean chinese.

She's really sweet and so out-going...

fun to be with!

I didn't have the hard time getting along

with this gal,

she's really nice...

you have to meet here too!

I hope our friendship will last longer

and we could bring joy to each other

and be there for each other

through good times

& bad times.

L♥ve ya giRl!

x♡x♡

Embarrassed by You

You embarrassed me infront of my friends.

i did look stupid.

now i'm laughing at you,sorry i won't take you back.

NOW, see me don't care!

Never Question Me

I stayed away from you.

You keep asking me why.

But i don't see any point in telling you.

What??you'll know, then next time ur gonna avoid it?

hide things?

be more careful? Change??

Naaaah..

Nvm.

Sorry but i don't bother to tell people what's wrong with them.

I don't want them to act like they're not.

I may like it or not, It's my decision.

And never question it.

Random Cuties

I hate seeing a real cute guy at a random place &

you know you're not going to see him again.

DAMN.

To Get What You Want, Say It

Alot of people are afraid to say what they want.

That's why they don't get what they want.

It Won't Work Out

well, truth be told, we’re not actually that dumb.

we know that stuff happens and situations change

and there is a possibility things won’t work out. :|

Actions Tell

Sometimes

you don't need to confront a person,

you just need to act differently,

for them to figure out their fault.

Dear Future Boyfriend

Dear future boyfriend,

How are you? Hope you’re doing fine :) But where are you though? I’m tired of waiting. It’s been hella months already. But still I’m gonna wait for you. Love you.

Nif

Disappointed

I am just disappointed you turned into everything you said you'd never be :|

Freaky

All my posts are so freaking me out!!!

I never thought i was that emoooooo :O

Long Time No Blog

Hello dear readers!!!

it's been awhile since my last post..

when was it like...3?4 months ago..

but anyway,im back now and

back to share again to you what i feel inside. (cornyyy)

hahaha

ok..i wont take this long..

closing this post now to post another post haha...:)

goodevening!

And i hope you will enjoy reading though :)