Fake or Real

I really don't know what's real or fake anymore? D:
could SOMEONE HELP ME.
No, wrong,
that someone could be a good actor too.
I, myself can only
figure this out.
But then,
i need to get into the hole of the needle first. D:

or

I may get myself hurt first
to know if it was real or NOT. :(
yes,
True & Disappointing.

That's my life.

I always end up NOTHING to someone ! =(