I Know Better Now

I aint like that now. I know better .
I know now that people lie ,
and promises can be broken as quick as they are made .

I understand that I might never be loved ,
and too quickly good things fly in front of my eyes before I can reach out and grab them .

I know that I can’t change or help time,
so every now and then it will just run out.
There isn’t a place for everyone in the world,
so if you’re standing alone for awhile, that’s why.
Not everything in life comes easy ,
but when you work the hardest, that’s when it’s the best .
You can’t always expect people to care,
and even when your best friends stab you in the front,
don’t think for one minute that they didn’t already aim for your back.
They missed for a reason.
I have found out too soon, that in the end,
you are your own best friend .

Everyone will be broken at some point in their life and more often than not ,
its gonna hurt like hell .
But you can’t stop it. You can’t change your fate.
Some things are meant to be and all the pain you go through
will end up resulting in something huge .
You don’t know what it is and when it happens,
it will hit you like a ton of bricks.

At some point, when you have experienced everything you can,
the words ‘Life’ and ‘Risk’ won’t mean anything to you anymore.