fuck everything

fuck you for never making the time to listen to all the things i needed to say.
fuck you for always thinking i was wrong.
fuck you for ever doubting me.
fuck you for trying to make me be someone im not.
fuck you for all the abuse you gave me over the time.
fuck you for taking advantage of me when i was grieving for my mother.
fuck you for all the lies you told.
fuck you for thinking your family was perfect and i was getting in the way.
fuck you for forgetting all i did for you.
fuck you for thinking i was useless.
fuck you for leaving me to cry it out on my own.
fuck you for making me hurt myself.
fuck you for making me feel like it was my fault you cheated on me.
fuck you for not giving me space when i needed it.
fuck you for thinking everything would be okay.
fuck you for the fact that i could never write down all the things i could say about what you've done.
fuck it, here's a big fuck you to the world and all the one's in it that have done things to me.
FUCK YOU VERY MUCH.

Sometimes I just stop everything and think about how beautiful u are. And everytime, I wish you could stop in that same moment and see how much I care.

♥

Why do you come by if you're leaving?

And why do you give all the way in to take it back?