I Outta Be Alone

You see I've been preparing myself for this,
to be single forever
well as much as possible,
and to face the world alone.
To be single but happy.
All these is what I aim now
and what I am now in the process...

then you came in.
And what happened?
You keep running in my mind.
yes you may have been runnin' here
but that doesn't mean i care & clarify to myself WHY?!
i NEVER cared to confront to myself about all these
and that,
about YOU-IN my mind.

Well dude
I'm wiser now,
i kiss but won't bring it to my heart,
i may listen but won't believe.
and yeah maybe i just miss you
but i would never cling to it and do anything
about it.
Just let myself miss you lah and
get used to it
until it'll all become normal
or maybe soon
it'll all be meaningless. :)

hmmm..
well i need to see as often as i can
so i won't miss you.
either way,
i still do my best not to fall inlove again!

but you know what,
if i could love again
I'd wish for you :)
but it won't happen though,
coz i won't love again and
will never wish too.

and yeaah i also won't be enough for you i know.