What Happened To Before And Now

I was always online at MSN.
But now I can't stat myself as online anymore.
I now keep myself "Appear Offline"
Wonder why?
'Coz every time I go online
and you're online as well,
it breaks my heart when you are not chatting with me.
I hate it when i keep on waiting
when you're goin' to chat with me.
I hate disappointments.
So better yet I'll hide myself from you,
than expose it and just to find out
you don't even care at all.

I remember before we can talk for hours online
tease each other
and LOL alot
but now it feels soooo
awkward.
What happened?