bye bye LOVE

hi.
tonight I'm just gonna
inform you guys that I'm not interested
in giving my heart anymore
i don't know until when but i want it as much as possible.

LOVE-something that i am not looking forward to, anymore.

For the first time i was being hurt by the person i really love and care about,
it wasn't just love that i gave him
i offered my life, sacrificed things.
we were supposed to get married and planned
that one day we will wake up every morning together.
even im not ready to face it i had the will to do it coz i want him
in my life.
But he just took it for granted,
and the reason is i don't know why.
i never betray him and he never did(im not sure).

After all he put me through
i don't know if i'm still supposed to do it again
to anyone and be able to be fooled
or hurt again.
He just din hurt me,
even destroyed me.

i come after him many times,
i never gave up
until he pushed me very very hard away :(

SO.....
BYE LOVE.