Last Talk

wow,
better morning than those of the other days..
i woke up today
without any heartaches.
hmmm there's abit
but not that much.
ohh is it because of what he told me
last night?
yeah he told me something.
you wana know?

ok here it goes..

we haven't contacted each other for
almost a week and more
he was the one who made this decision.
well,can't help but contact him
but will only turned out
to be an argument.

so last night i wrote in my old blog
http://itwasalwaysyou.blogspot.com/
a goodbye letter for him.
then later that night
i saw him online at msn,
my goodbye letter was not to see him again anymore.
hai here i go again...
can't help myself
i chatted him :O
i asked how he was.
he said he's fine. :(
then i asked if he flirted girls already
then he said yes ofcorz. :(
so i had to ask very important
thing that i need to know,
i asked him if he still loves me,
then he said
"i still love you..
..but not that much"
WTF?
seriously,are you trying to annoy me?
is there a thing such "not that much"?!
wtf is this?
can anybody explain
to me what the heck is this?

and last thing,
he told me
"you come here and we will start over"
wow, commander in chief?
god,what should i do
with this kind of man boy?!



CAN U SERIOUSLY BACK OFF MY MIND!!
you left me with nothing when u left!!!
now i dont know who i am!
dammit.