I'm Sick At Early Age(down)

Omg.
i can't help it anymore.
my forgetfulness is freaking me out already.
it became more worse than before.
now i tend to get lost on my way home by
passing by my own house!!
and i know that time i didn't think of anything i swear.
so strange.
and today before when i stepped out of the house
i was wearing sandals,
then ohh suddenly i remember
i forgot to bring something
then i went back in but before i get in
i changed slippers for inside
so i went to room and get the stuff that i forget to bring
then quickly go out and leave
and omg the maid called me from afar
and pointed on my slippers!!!
guess what?
forget to change back my sandals:O
how can it be normal??
DOES IT HAPPENED TO YOU?!
to anyone of you?
=(
i don't really feel good about this and all.
it makes me more less useful to the world!
i still have mission to do.
dreams to fullfill :(

and yes forgetting an entire fresh conversation is not new to me already,
i thought its nothing until i came to find out the
signs and symptoms of ALZHEIMER'S DISEASE.



but why?
I'm still very young.
why do i perfectly get all these symptoms?!!
this is crazy, im an architecture student
i have a dream i need to full use of my left and right brain!!
help me what should i do :(

EARLY ALZHEIMER'S DISEASE
(symptoms)

-Routinely place important items in odd places

-Forget names of family and common objects

-Frequently forget entire conversations

-Can’t follow recipe directions

-Can no longer manage checkbook

-Withdraw from usual interests

-Get lost in familiar places